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Lost (Poetry) [Mar. 11th, 2009|03:04 pm]
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Lost

A laughing labyrinth of leering
Faces
the music’s loud
Pounding
bass
on the outside
You’re fiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiine

Lovin’ the beat and the big city
Sex that they grind, grind on the dance floor
in the bathrooms
hard against the wall
against you

are you trembling
inside

when someone offers you a drink
another

another

Liquid courage burning
all
the
way
down
to a churning stomach

are you trembling
inside

Wanna forget where you are
what you want
what YOU want
forget that you’ve been here before

Baby
are you trembling
on the inside

Did someone tell you
THIS
is what you’re for
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[User Picture]From: ilthit
2009-03-12 12:16 pm (UTC)
I worry about that too. I've read Anne's website and she seems to know what she's about, and it's SO not my place, but.
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[User Picture]From: amazon_syren
2009-03-12 02:44 pm (UTC)
No, it's totally fine.
She's a smart girl and she knows what she's doing when she's working. She's established really firm boundaries between the erotic/fetish model work and the escort work.

It's when she's *not* at work that I get worried. Because Anne is the perona/lity who has endured most, if not all, of the sexual trauma, I worry that she either needs to be working (where there are built-in boundaries) or drunk (because her sexual assault was committed by a guy who first got her really hammered, though I don't know if that would be a cause here) in order to be able to deal with being in sexual/ized situations that involve men.

Which website did you read?
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[User Picture]From: ilthit
2009-03-12 02:50 pm (UTC)
PriestessAnness.com, which you link to in your userinfo. I skimmed more than read, though, because reading it made me feel just a little bit stalkerish.
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[User Picture]From: amazon_syren
2009-03-12 03:28 pm (UTC)
Yeah.

That one's still pretty heavily under construction.

She's been updating her model mayhem page, though. :-)
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[User Picture]From: ilthit
2009-03-13 07:16 am (UTC)
Yeah, I clicked through to it. I don't remember where is was exactly, but I did get to a short bio thing where she talks about what she does and why.
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